Underwater.
POSTED ON Friday, July 12, 2013 AT 5:34 AM \\ 0 comments


"Brother, sister, mother, father
sleeping, standing underwater.

Sinking, swimming, floating,
dreaming forward moving, backward thinking." 

- Underwater by Allison Harvard


Inside the mind of a lost soul, you'll find nothing but sadness and despair. Inside the mind of a lost soul, finding beautiful things are rare for inside the mind of a lost soul - beautiful does not exist.
- Kienna Mauri


I was submerged into the deep oceans and found it hard to breathe. Underwater, darkness engulfed me and spat me out when I was suffocating. I found myself lying on the surface - cold, numb, and purple colored flesh shown. Consciousness came and hid myself for a moment but later found myself courage and fought for survival. 

I slowly kill what prevents me from breaking out from my shell and being dauntless. My feelings are dead and somehow gone. Deep ocean's slowly becoming a friend. Underwater's still a puzzle to my existence.





I may not be a future author but with all due respect, writing is one of my escape and you're not stopping me because your so called writings are better.



with love, 
K.M


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Wanderlust.
POSTED ON Friday, June 28, 2013 AT 6:42 AM \\ 0 comments







" I cannot stumble here
I am safe inside my head " 
- Waking Dream by Natalie Walker



She thought how nice it is that words have many functions and aren't worthless - unlike her who is worthless and has no function at all. - Kienna Mauri


I want to travel to places and discover things that would amaze and change my life. I want to see the beauty of nature - feel the sun and the cool wind against my skin, hear the sound of rustling leaves, also the beach waves that will lull me to sleep, and see flowers bloom. There is much more beauty in the nature that most of the people does not see and it saddens me. I know that to every artist out there, nature is never ugly. Every single thing is significant, amiable, and has functions. 



All we have to do is appreciate.



Wanderlust. Wanderlust. Wanderlust.




with love,
K.M



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Evaporate.
POSTED ON Wednesday, June 19, 2013 AT 5:19 AM \\ 0 comments




" They say they know what I can feel
And time will find a way to heal
But right now time is not enough.
- Evaporate by Gabrielle Aplin


She is the water droplet that soon will evaporate. - Kienna Mauri


I remembered when I was a kid. I would like to float away and sit on the clouds. My dreams were crushed when I found out that clouds are not in a solid form and they are hot. This explains why I want to be go back time and enjoy my life. 

Children are happier than adults and teenagers are one fucked up people. 

When I was still a kid up to now, sky enamors me. Sky is my symbolism of freedom. I want that freedom - Freedom of expressing one's emotion without people judging one's self. 

The thing is, I want to evaporate and renew myself - remove all the toxic waste and be cleaned. I'm getting lost in the paths of life and this isn't a good thing. I need guidance or even a manual to pass this test but life manuals doesn't even exist. 

Yet again, I'm willing to survive this labyrinth. 



with love,
K.M




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Inspirations.
POSTED ON Monday, June 17, 2013 AT 6:29 AM \\ 0 comments





"And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one, 
'Cause most of us are bitter over someone." - Youth by Daughter


What defines sleep? To a girl who has been left alone and been broken like puzzles unsolved, she defines it as an escape to a labyrinth of reality, An escape to the bittersweet life. An excuse to exist and not exist at the same time.  - Kienna Mauri 


I've always wanted to write though I do not posses a skill of writing efficiently. I've always wanted to write and if ever I don't have inspirations to do so, I look for euphoria and the whimsicality of life. Writing is an escape, too. Just like sleep, the thing I mentioned above.

I'm a novice in this field and accepting criticisms is hard but should be accepted eventually because I believe it's for the better. I'll try harder and learn from my mistakes. I want to write and inspire people just like my idols who have inspired me. 


To all artists out there, Let's pursue our dreams and never give up. Practicing is never a waste of time.




with love,
K.M

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